April 21, 2009
oh look, there’s another one, from jagerella i believe it made me happy when i saw both of these, i actually have 45 or so followers now, which is like loads considering a few minutes ago i only had twelve. it does mean im not as close to you all, which sucks as i was having fun reading stuff from growingup and hannahisdead so just get in touch and we’ll discuss things i try and follow everyone that is following me, so please bear with me (you think: there’s a bear with you?) and stuff will get done, but i’m genuinely happy that jagerella and grownup (who is anti-religious, cant wait for those blogs) think this is “awsome”

oh look, there’s another one, from jagerella i believe

it made me happy when i saw both of these, i actually have 45 or so followers now, which is like loads considering a few minutes ago i only had twelve. it does mean im not as close to you all, which sucks as i was having fun reading stuff from growingup and hannahisdead so just get in touch and we’ll discuss things

i try and follow everyone that is following me, so please bear with me (you think: there’s a bear with you?) and stuff will get done, but i’m genuinely happy that jagerella and grownup (who is anti-religious, cant wait for those blogs) think this is “awsome”

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i think i have achieved fame

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3 followers to 900 people

digitalbath:

garethshoulder:

digitalbath:

that’s so bizzare to me.

If I get to 1000 I won’t believe it.

tell me your secrets oh beautiful woman x

lots and lots of bagel bites haha

 if you’ve scanned over my previous posts, they are ones of fear and confusion.. i actually do not know what i am doing, and have had myself a reasonable amount of success… a whole 12 followers, i love them all individually nonetheless!

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can-be-infinite:

The reason i’m posting this song is because I remember when my dad worked as a cable guy,we all got to go to Jacksonville for a week. We all had to pack up in his tiny work truck (Chase wasn’t born yet.) It was beautiful. I loved it. The beach was lovely. I remember walking down a sidewalk,I was wearing a lot of orange. I had sunglasses on,and flowery sandals. (I think I was about…10 maybe?) We were thirsty so we went and found the nearest place with drinks (Wasn’t very difficult) I got something with strawberries in it. I had to take my sunglasses off,because that was rude. We sat in the barstools. This song came on. I didn’t understand it at the time,I was just focused on the music. I thought,this song. It’s great. We’re sitting in barstool,in Jacksonville. I’m drinking something with strawberries in it and dad will be done with work,and we can do more fun things. When the song was over,we left. I remember “When it’s over” and us walking out the door. Then we went to this really pretty place with a bench. I remember hearing “In Love” and thought when i’m in love,I want it to be pretty songs and drinks with strawberries in it. We’ll be in Jacksonville with smiles.

 this here is a lovely story.. i wish life was full of moments like this - well it is.

but a beautiful story nonetheless!

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3 followers to 900 people

digitalbath:

that’s so bizzare to me.

If I get to 1000 I won’t believe it.

 tell me your secrets oh beautiful woman x

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bitchville: Pacfruit (via Deviantart)  this is actually brilliant i want it on my page and also, i have like…10 followers, after i posted my last thing, i had already had 8. plus 2 more this is actually exciting, like if you’ve messaged me (if that is indeed possible) it is probably lost in cybyspace as i cannot navigate around this site, perhaps some kind soul will hold my hand and do a little tour someone liked something of mine, which was good.. so i went downstairs to take my contact lens out (not that i have one eye, i’m just not sure what the plural is) and bit my lip which bled and ate some fudge (this is not a euphamism) and immediately thought I MUST BLOG THIS so i am hopelessly devoted (a grease reference there to all you beauty school dropouts (oh there’s another one) ) so, just give it time…

bitchville:

Pacfruit (via Deviantart)

 this is actually brilliant

i want it on my page

and also, i have like…10 followers, after i posted my last thing, i had already had 8. plus 2 more this is actually exciting, like if you’ve messaged me (if that is indeed possible) it is probably lost in cybyspace as i cannot navigate around this site, perhaps some kind soul will hold my hand and do a little tour

someone liked something of mine, which was good.. so i went downstairs to take my contact lens out (not that i have one eye, i’m just not sure what the plural is) and bit my lip which bled and ate some fudge (this is not a euphamism) and immediately thought I MUST BLOG THIS so i am hopelessly devoted (a grease reference there to all you beauty school dropouts (oh there’s another one) )

so, just give it time…

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right yeah

spent the last couple of minutes fiddling around with this thing..

i have managed to add a photo of me eating a sandwich, reply to a thread about menstruation and have 3 people following me - this was good, i also tried to reply to some thing about vegemite but i was not able to do this now i am stinking of fail - this was not good.

i apologise if i’ve commited a massive tumblr faux pas, i bet you’re having massive schaudenfreude at my expense and are either laughing at my poor spelling of that word or getting out a dictionary to discover i’ve horribly misspelt that word and now trying to work out what it means, can you see the bind i’ve got you in?

anyway so yeah, i have read a news article on somalian pirates that i was planning to include in my next blog, but this felt more important.. i was drafting a brilliantly satirical piece of how the pirate was underage and now how his mother has appeal to barack (first name terms) to release him (probably via twitter or his blackberry… massive points to me there for using these terms i have no idea what they mean)

big ‘shout out’ to my 3 followers, they’re like heroin - i just want to score some more, i’m going on an all out tumblr binge and wont rest now until i have 5… any suggestions, like comic relief (a reference my american follower wont get) i will so something ludicrus (spelt wrong again) if i reach 5 followers in this awfully anti social hour (again my american follower is unaware its 2.23am british time)

love love x

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i am eating a sandwich here, this event was a happy one

i am eating a sandwich here, this event was a happy one

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currently:

hannahisdead:

Noming on bit-o-honey.
Kicking myself.
debating if I want to put in Fight Club.

 depends how awake you are, i have to physically psyche myself up days previous to watch it ‘case i miss a bit

put something like mean girls in instead, you know you want to!

FOUR FOR YOU GLEN COCO YOU GO GLEN COCO

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water water everywhere, just not enough time to drink it all…

but why would you want to drink h20 when you’ve got beautiful energy drink to consume - that has consisted as my staple liquid for the past few days…after the last series of posts i have been mega tired so drank kick or some other equally vulgar equivalent and enjoyed its tasted - now i’m hooked on the stuff! dirty little cycle!

i have kind of hit that easter hump, it’s occured the last 2 years when i seem to find something new, and want to do that instead of what i’m currently planning to do… last year it was an offer to study medicine in liverpool, took another year of college and got into king’s to do philosophy now i’m not sure if i want to do that - what sort of validation do i need before i actually commit to stuff? im just so full of energy without the focus.

i have numerous projects up in the air, but it seems i cant do them without dropping a few others but when im considering which ones to drop more crop up - its overwhelming [/whine]

i can’t complain what with them people losing their jobs and what not, im fairly happy i’ve got a place at a good university (allbeit not the grandiose highs of oxford, but i never cared for it much always prefering to live in london) i have a lovely little girlfriend (i realising publishing that fact will alienate about 90% of my market, sorry ladies) who i think is fab, i have an easy job with alright money and i’m pulling my finger out with the magic! trouble is all i can see is the negative side of each these things - the thing i’m going to take from this realisation is just focus on the postive, the now, the stuff we can change not the past or what other people are doing or have done because if you spend time worrying about that you kind of forget to enjoy the now, and that f’s up your future.

i think i’ll leave it there, on that beautifull optimistic note.. i may try to make my blogs more news orientated in future.. perhaps one news one/one personal one, who knows - the sky’s the limit!

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